Unspoken Fear

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And so this would be me tonight as I await surgery in the morning. My blog yesterday was kind of a prelude to tomorrow was as well. I have had quite a few procedures in the past but nothing as serious as this. I have had biopsy’s before but this is to remove a lump along with surrounding tissue. I have a very supportive family but there is only so much you can tell them about your really feeling inside. What does my fear really bring to my family? Worry, anxiety? I don’t want that for them. I know I need this procedure in order to be preventative but it’s still very scary when you have no control which then leads me back to my bubble that I tend to stay in. I will pray and just believe it will be quick and painless. As I stated previously a biopsy took almost 2 hours last year, well I really don’t want to have to experience that again. I am hoping to have a quick recovery as well, they say it could be up to a month but with my extremely busy life, there is no time to be wasting. So although I have so many unspoken fears I am going to push through to the best of my ability.Β 

2 thoughts on “Unspoken Fear”

  1. Good Afternoon SisπŸ’œπŸŒΉπŸ’’πŸ™πŸ™πŸ˜˜
    How did you get me on??? LOL.LOL. Awesome!!! Happy I get to read your stories.
    U know Angel is very Smart, She is right you know, U are going to be okay.. Just be careful and don’t stress to much on others. U are to caring n loving. I know because we both are Virgo. LOL LOL. I learned after praying and putting my stress in Gods hands you can get through anything. N it really helps when you have Family n Friends besides God behind you. Looking after you. I am blessed to have learned to LET THING GO, PUT IT ON THE ALTER OF GOD. HE WILL GIVE U ANSWERS N REMEMBER GOD LOVES US UNCONDITIONALLY. WAIT FOR HIS ANSWERS. U ARE DOING GREAT.
    I’m Proud of you. Keep writing and release that stress. See how great it feels.. I can say that because I did.. Love reading your writingsWords of Wisdom.. Beautiful Job. . God Bless you Sis. Love you.πŸ™πŸ˜‡πŸ’’β›ͺπŸŽŠπŸŽŠπŸŽˆπŸŽˆπŸŒ πŸŒΉπŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ˜‰β˜ΊπŸ˜ŠπŸ˜˜πŸ’œπŸŒΉ

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